Browsing Archive: April, 2012
Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, April 30, 2012,
soup yola. So i have no new injuries. (ways for me :3) I have no boyfriend! (huzzah! although it took a while to get rid of the bastard... more on that later) I've kinda been eating :3 And Some college shizz came in the post today. So yeah.... Im going to take today as an alright day. If my belly hadnt hurt and I'd have been able to get the fugg outa the house. things would be pretty cool. Oh and if I hadn't seen dad.. lawd he's getting worse... Dont even think he can stand being in the same ... Continue reading ...
Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, April 29, 2012,
Dear depression T_T Kindly fuck off with making me make bad decisions. And dear Jake. FUCK OFF ITS BEEN TWO WEEKS! Its people like you that make the "teen love" stereotype true. Long distance doesn't bother me. But you do. FUUUUUUUU I have enough stress without having to worry about the fact that I REALLY want to dump you but because you're a clingy motherfucker I'll feel too awful. Its been two weeks. Thats not even enough time to get to know each other properly. I cant do it. I cant. I cant... Continue reading ...
Posted by bronwen wild on Sunday, April 29, 2012,
Welp today was fun :3 well actually the part with sian was pretty cool! Had a nice day wondering round with her. Thingss are back like they were before everything went wrong. Well everything kinda is back like that to be fair.... But yeah... S'been an interesting day... Been ignored by the so called boyfriend... Fessed up to him about my being a manic depressive see :3 I dont think he took it well :L But yeah so theres that....and I saw Nick again today.... Which was weird yola...Cause it was... Continue reading ...
Posted by bronwen wild on Saturday, April 28, 2012,
Dear yola. So theres thing thing. Things have been fucking shit recently. But I still havent cut. its been weeks. And things really have been pretty shit on the scale of how much I think about offing myself daily. But I've kept it under controle with loud music and pretending it'll be okay. But not today. I'm tired of hurting.
I have 8 razorblades.
Tonight's gonna be fun. :)
Im sorry. But its been sat by me bed for days... and I dont care anymore. No skirts for me this summer.
Bye yola. Im sor...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, April 26, 2012,
Okay so this is whiny and I know it. But its my last year in school (yeah i've actually decided to go to college as of last night xD) And since I have actually been asked to prom (even if it a "will you go so i dont end up being a loner" type thing, it still counts) And you know, I thought, crazily that my dad wouldnt mind giving a tenner for tickets. (they're 20 but padi was fine about lending me a tenner) Cause I wanted to be able to go to prom, but to also be able to see sianie on saturday... Continue reading ...
Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, April 26, 2012,
Okay so maybe im not as okay as I thought.
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Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, April 26, 2012,
Okay so yola's being a whore and wont let me post what I want to post which is this http://www.twloha.com/vision/story/ So Instead of reading some crap I've posted go read that.Its been nearly I year (or there abouts) Since I found TWLOHA and i love them and everything they do. and after reading this earlier I realized really for the first time how much better I am compared to last year. but to me back then, these words were the only things that meant anything for a long time. And now look at... Continue reading ...
Posted by bronwen wild on Thursday, April 19, 2012,
Hey yola.. so I wanted to talk to you about something thats been pissing me off.
What might that be I dont hear you ask ??
Well to put it bluntly. People who think they're so fucking special and wonderful and kind because the "liked" a picture on fb of an "ugly" person with the caption "like if you think shes beautiful" Or a kid with cancer ect...or the ones that are like "like if you wished cancer didnt exist"
Of course you fucking WISH cancer didnt exist! If you didnt wish cancer didnt exis...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Wednesday, April 11, 2012,
so, the thing about being single is...
theres no one to give you hugs or cwtchs...
and no one to kiss you goodnight... no one to dream about your future with..
no one to hold you while you sleep.
and i miss that. the kind of safe closeness
But on the pluss side my bellys getting better :)
and Im not going to be a lame ass going to prom by myself xD
Oh and jake is with pipa again s hes all happy which is epic!
And i just got home from seeing family :) Elaina my baby cousin is the sweetst thiing in...
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Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, April 2, 2012,
So I wrote this hole post about people leaving, and me leaving people.. And how it hurts...and how I dont care if forgiving is the way out of the labyrinth, It hurt and Im tired of no goodbyes... And that I wish my best friend wasn't m ex who lives in ascot who im falling for again.. who's in love with his ex. And how I instead wish I had friends in my own year, who didnt look like the were gonna cry at my arm... or haven't bailed and run away from it allAnd I said about how I havent even wan... Continue reading ...
Posted by bronwen wild on Monday, April 2, 2012,
Sup yola. So yeah I kinda never really left did i? But oh well no one checks here anymore.. its been like two weeks since anyones even looked on here :D But yeah, between conversations with Jake and flipping out at granny today.. I finally came up with an answer to the question " so what do you want to do with your life?" and I think its pretty good. If a little teenage stupid xDWanna know what it is?I want to write love on her arms. I want to make sure this star wont go out! I want to stop t... Continue reading ...
