I havent attempted suicide in over a year
But I fear that could change soon
I
I
I dont know
I wish I had someone to talk to or someone to tell
but I dont have any friends I trust enough
I dont know anyone who'd care
But I need
I need
I need
I need someone who cares
no
not even cares
someone who knows
someone to listen
Because its all so fucked up
and im so alone
so alone
and
I
just
dont
know how to live
I dont want to die
but im so scared
I need someone to tell me it'll be okay
that they wont leave
that im not insane

but that'll never happen
so you see my problem

I have nothing to look forward to now
nothing to live for