Hey yola. So uh. After a lot of thinking tonight.. and well over the past..week or so (there's also been some of thinking done over the past two years) I've come to realize something.
I cant tell you yet.
because i want to give it time to make sure Its not just a spur of the moment thing.
It doesnt feel like it. I mean I'm more at peace with myself after realizing this than I have... well ever.
It feels and sounds right.
But its a big thing yola
So I dont wanna rush it
(she says knowing full well shes been suspecting it and denying it for a good few months)
But its a good thing yola.
But yeah. I wanna be sure
It been a long time in the running up to

so yeah. I just had to tell you

bye yola.